Actor-filmmaker Ajay Devgan, who is awaiting the release of his directorial venture Shivaay, says he fears losing his loved ones. “Everybody has fears and I have too. The biggest fear is to lose the loved ones and the second fear, which is a very stupid fear, is of height even after doing Shivaay,” Ajay said. Ajay has acted in, directed and co-produced Shivaay. The film, which is slated to release on October 28 around the occasion of Diwali, will clash at the box office with filmmaker Karan Johar’s Ae Dil Hai Mushkil. Beside Ajay, the film also stars Sayyeshaa Saigal, Erika Kaar, Vir Das and Girish Karnad.